02/01/2026
Dad- 20 years ago I took the phone call that would change my life forever. I knew it was coming. I knew you would eventually leave us. However nothing prepares you for it when it does. For a while I thought I was doing ok but unfortunately hiding behind a smile or a laugh only lasts so long before it catches up with you and brings your whole world apart. For a while now I’ve thought about what I would write to you. There aren’t enough words. Only silent thoughts. Truth is A lot has happened in 20 years. I hope you’ve seen it all. I’m still a work in progress. I think of you today as I do every day even though today hurts that little bit more. No matter how much time passes I can’t let you go. Love your son. And yes I’ve kept your orchids alive.