04/03/2020
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Assalamualaikum,
It has been a while, a long while. I'm typing with so many emotions filling me up right now.
I remembered Mawaddah being a place for me to share my passion; calligraphies & paintings. Mawaddah has shared with me many happy moments of which I freshly remember till this very day, I've witnessed how Mawaddah turned from a baby to a slightly bigger one, I am thankful as to how it enables me to meet many amazing people with beautiful hearts; each & everyone of u positively leave behind memories and lessons that are beneficial for my life; Mawaddah, with all of u included, are great teachers for me.
I was thankful for having u becoming one of the reasons I always find meanings in my art; something beyond painting; painting with His remembrance. (Kalau nak ikut amalan, mungkin amalan saya tak banyak, tetapi semoga ini menjadi sebuah jariah dan sebuah amalan kita kongsi bersama.) :') I couldn't enumerate my own deeds, but I hope to write in order to remember, because I'm flawed and I forget. I was missing from here and it does hurts, all these are my passion. It was tough to be parted away from something you've raised, I felt the pinch, every other day.
My circumstances didn't allow me to be able to do this as smoothly as the initial part of the journey, I could only revisit the old paintings pictures I had in my phone, waiting for the day I could come back doing real paintings again. I picked up my wooden pen and brushes again recently; I recognized a connection or maybe a reconnection. I was wrong to abandon a part of this journey and chose to be silent, just because, I was weakened with the idea that I couldn't do it like before and I didn't know how to move along. I secretly and slowly fixed it up again as I remind myself of those of you here who never fails to appreciate me.
Recently when I open up the messages in here, my heart cries when I realized that some of you went an extra mile just to check on me.You all have the purest form of the heart and I apologize for my long gone. I'll pick up the pieces I've left from here and I hope to be able to rewrite a sweeter and meaningful journey, with Mawaddah, with you.
