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Hello, I’m Paige and I started Tuffee B Farm in memory of my daughter. Follow along for more!

13/09/2025

8.28.2025 🤍

09/03/2025

The easiest question I’ve ever answered was…
Saying yes to this man! 💍

I haven’t shared this yet… but Nick and I actually met on Facebook Dating in the beginning of November 2024. He was living and working in the Sierra Nevadas and I was in Southern Utah (over 700 miles apart).

We both knew what we wanted in a relationship and honestly thought it was going to be nearly impossible to find.

He’s 11 years older than me and a world traveler, been there done that kind of guy, really not much he hasn’t done…except…well, meet the right woman and start a family. For me, I physically wasn’t that far out of an extremely abusive relationship, however mentally it had been years. I healed myself in ways I only could’ve imagined after that and losing my daughter. Isabelle-Mae showed me my true calling, to be a mama. For me, that comes with being in a strong healthy relationship following traditional roles with a man who wants the same. Rare these days? Maybe?

We chatted for hours and hours, losing track of time, staying up until 3 in the morning going over the hard stuff. It was never small talk with us. I knew this man well before we ever met in person. I knew that he would be my forever.

The next step was to meet. Well…my good friend was getting married and I needed a date. It must have been 3 or so in the morning, we had just hung up the phone and I just had the gut feeling I needed to give it a shot… so I called him right back and I asked if he’d be willing to be my date. (Keep in mind the wedding was less than a week away…) Next thing I knew he was on the road starting the 11 hour drive to a small town in Utah.

That was November 22nd, 2024.
We haven’t spent a night apart since.

Our first night together, his dog, his best friend of 13 years which he left with his parents was rushed to the vet and had two options, an extremely expensive surgery that wasn’t guaranteed or to be laid to rest. After lots of tears and talking and a very long night Nick went to his Airbnb and made the hardest decision, to say bye to his best friend over FaceTime.

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22/10/2024

My sweet Isabelle-Mae would be 6 months old today💕

I miss her every second of every day. I am so grateful to be her mama and to know this love. I thank Jesus every night for taking care of her and holding her until I can🙏🏻

Mama loves you my sweet girl🦋

13/10/2024

I’ve always struggled with my Birthday…

Ever since I had a big sleepover party when I was maybe 8, and all the girls were crying because two of their parents were getting divorced. Then mine divorced not long after.

After that I’ve cried on my birthday every year. For awhile it was because I would get my hopes up, then I made sure not to do that and something else would make me cry. One year, no one from my adoptive family called me, they all thought eachother had so it didn’t matter. Another year, okay maybe more than one, I spent my birthdays caring for someone who was drunk. The year before last I made my own dinner and lit my own birthday candle because someone was passed out, usually easier this way (I think this was the second year in a row this happened). Last year I was planning on announcing my pregnancy with some photos I wanted to take but my ex wasn’t interested in taking photos, I finally convinced him to take a couple with me but he didn’t let me share. (Last photo is from that day)

This year I didn’t cry, this year I didn’t have to deal with anyone being drunk. This year I spent it with almost all my birth family for the first time in 29 years. The only person missing was my daughter but butterflies were there showing me her spirit was with me🦋 So all in all I’m so glad my 29th went the way it did in the mountains on my families property🍂

Some pictures from my birthday weekend last weekend📸

My lovely talented neice took some of Huck and I. I wanted to show how small he is now to when he’s older. Think they turned out pretty cute!

25/09/2024

Home Birth Story - Part 1

I had a home birth at 41 weeks and 4 days bringing earth side a beautiful, healthy, baby girl, Isabelle-Mae Julianne.

Before I found out I was pregnant I knew I didn’t want a modern day hospital birth. I researched enough to know that wasn’t for me. I didn’t want the interruptions, I didn’t want someone forcing me into multiple checks, or having to go to what feels like a billion doctor appointments where you wait for 10+ min to only talk to a doctor or nurse practitioner for half that time, I wanted to birth in whatever position I wanted, I didn’t want my baby drugged first thing or injected with who knows what, I didn’t want to have to feel pressured into things when my answer is a clear “NO”, I didn’t want an epidural or pitocin pushed on me, I didn’t want to have to load myself and my newborn in the car first thing to go home, I wanted delayed cord cutting and to keep my placenta, and so many more… I did my research. I knew if for my safety or my babies that we would transfer but we would do everything possible to labor as long as possible at home. A woman’s body is capable of so much more than modern medicine makes them out to be. We were made by god to give birth. I am not saying there isn’t a time or place for modern medicine because there 100% is but in my case, at this moment, there wasn’t.

I hired both my midwife and doula late. My pregnancy had no complications, but to be honest my relationship did. It made it hard to focus on the pregnancy and those milestones. I did the best I could.

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