27/11/2025
THROWBACK to 2 years ago when I told Taz about our pregnancy with Myla.
I’m not pregnant now — but this moment will always mean so much to us 🤍
I wanted to share this moment — the way I told Taz we were expecting Myla. After losing our little Hazel, hope felt so fragile. We spoke about her on the show, but what people didn’t see was just how heavy that time really was.
We lost Hazel one week before our wedding, a time that was supposed to be filled with excitement and celebration. Instead, we were trying to hold ourselves together. And at the same time, Taz was in the middle of the toughest phase of the Police Academy — weapons training, with no option to stop. Becoming a police officer was his dream job, and he had to keep pushing through even while we were grieving. We both felt like we couldn’t process any of it… like life just wouldn’t pause long enough for us to breathe.
This reel was the first spark of joy after so much heartbreak — the moment I told him we were pregnant with Myla. And I’m sharing it because miscarriage, stillbirth and infertility are incredibly tough, and far more common than anyone realises. So many of my friends have walked this road and suffered in silence, feeling like they had to “be strong” and not speak about it. But we don’t have to.
It’s okay to talk about it.
It’s okay to not be okay.
It’s okay to grieve.
And it’s okay to hold both the pain and the hope, side by side 🤍
