01/16/2026
This mornings office, alwaysblove the hidden away, quiet serenity, and reflective energy this space has.. as ive been embracing the freedom, opportunities, and ability to just be in this very moment. To be whatever it is that I choose to be in this moment. Spent the morning just journaling away, determine where I have been, silently celebrating my accomplishments, but then really understanding me, n where I want to be moving forward... as my ego has always been about look at this n that that I've done n have always been proud of my design portfolio... but now I feel I am in a place of service n not production. Meaning how is what im doing or offering my clientele actually helping them? Is what im doing helping make the world a better place? Or juat feeding someone's wallet n adding to the capitalist consumer based society we are all dying from. Or can I provide a service that actually adds value, meaning, n a sense of purpose back into this world. Knowing that that is going to be a very niche market, but one that will always in need, always evolving, and always growing. As love is infinite, and as long as one is coming from a place of love n giving back... this world will always have space n a place for that I feel. As I can always do pretty, wow, jaw dropping designs n thats will always be a part of my design flair, but at its core.. I now am always going to ask, what am I actually adding to society... cause I can always design another food court, 80 story condo, or trendy new retail spot... how am I adding to the betterment of society in the services I provide...
