02/08/2024
The saying “time heals everything” is not a statement one understands when going through pain, trauma, heartbreak. Time moves so slowly when you’re in a repetitive pattern questioning what & how things got to the boiling point of destruction & despair. The thing is, it’s not a surprised event that breaks the relationship… it’s the quiet whispers that subconsciously wreck havoc on your nervous system. You morph into autopilot & become distant not recognizing your reflection in the mirror. That one time checking the phone, search through emails, becomes habit. It’s the arm hair raised & the gut flipping intuition that tries to shed light on your reality. Sure you may bring this to their attention, it is after all worth fighting for. That 1 question leads to many more. The answers eventually are turned on you. gaslit into believing you are the problem. You’re the reason why they did wrong.
You see, time does heal everything. You can’t rush healing. You can view it as a gift. It is within that time that the puzzle becomes the picture. The picture your subconscious knew all along. When you ignore your instincts then The universe steps in and makes the hurt louder & louder until you see your true reality so that when you eventually look into the mirror, that reflection once blurred is now crystal clear. Your shoulders fall from raised, your mind calm, your eyes shine, your heart is big & a nervous system at peace.
Lesson: never sway from your heart intention, stay in truth & never allow the excuses or the same sorries to become woven through the tapestry of your love. That becomes resentment. And - no one is worth tarnishing your loving heart ♥️