21/08/2026
Haven't really been myself recently, just not feeling my happy go lucky self any more. I used to think whatever came along was solvable. If something didn't get done during the day, i'd do it on a night, or early the next morning. And if I did enough, eventually it would all get easier. But its not, its just getting harder and I just feel more and more worn out and worn down. House needs loads of jobs doing, garage is still a tip, loads to do at work. For every job done, there's another 3 popped up. Try to work faster and harder, my body has more aches and pains all the time, but more importantly, there's no mental energy left. Feel like I'm running on empty and I haven't got much more to give. I've always tried to go the extra mile for people and hate letting anyone down but it does happen. So, don't worry, not like I'm going to off myself or anything, but if you see me and think "hes a miserable git today" just feeling like I've got a lot of stuff to sort out....and at the moment, not a lot of answers
