Raphael Creations

07/25/2026

06/16/2026

Happy birthday Mama

06/13/2026

Today my mom turns 90.

Living with dementia has taught me that it isn’t just forgetting. It’s watching someone you love transform into versions of themselves that never existed before. New fears. New confusion. New heartbreak. And all the while, you’re desperately searching for the pieces of the person you’ve known your entire life.

The hardest part is that every day starts over again. She doesn’t remember that I was there yesterday, earlier that day, or sometimes even ten minutes ago. People ask me why I visit so often if she won’t remember.

The answer is simple: I don’t go for the memory. I go for the moment.

This morning I arrived with Sage and a bouquet of flowers for her 90th birthday, only to discover she had left for a doctor’s appointment minutes earlier. After a frantic search, I found her outside the clinic, crying and convinced she had lost her money.

I held her hand. I reassured her. Slowly, the tears stopped.

Then the smile came back.

I told her she was 90.

“Ninety?” she said. “No way.”

And for a little while, she wasn’t scared. She was happy.

Long enough for a hug.
Long enough for a kiss.
Long enough for this picture.

Happy 90th Birthday, Mom.

I love you. ❤️

10/16/2025

PLEASE READ — I NEED HELP FOR SAGE 💔
I’ve kept quiet about my life-altering event last January because I’ve simply had too much to deal with. But it’s time I get it out — for myself and for my dog, Sage.
My former roommate (piece of s**t) was careless and irresponsible, and her pug constantly attacked Sage — over and over — no matter how many times I begged her to keep her dog away. I tried everything to protect Sage, but that loser always found a way to unleash her pug.
To make things worse, she constantly crossed boundaries with me — touching me inappropriately, making me uncomfortable — and Sage could feel my anger and tension. Over time, my sweet girl started becoming reactive and protective, mirroring everything I was feeling.
And then came the day that changed everything.
That Piece of S**t grabbed Sage by the shoulder, lifted her six feet in the air, and threw her over a fence. Sage hit the ground hard on her back. I completely lost it. I slapped her and shoved her — and I went to jail for 9 hours. No charges were filed. She claimed Sage bit her. Rewind. Look closely. Sage did no such thing.
But the emotional fallout has been brutal. I had to pack up my entire life and move onto my bus in under a month, before I was ready. Now I’m left with a dog who’s a shell of herself — traumatized, reactive, and even aggressive toward me. She barks and loses control when she sees anyone hug or touch me. It’s heartbreaking.
I’ve tried several trainers, but nothing has worked so far. I’m desperate for a behaviorist or trainer experienced with trauma cases — someone who can help rebuild the trust and calm inside her.
We’re in Los Angeles. Please share this or tag anyone who might be able to help us.
Sage deserves to heal. And I’m not giving up on her. ❤️‍🩹 I left out the part where I bitch slapped her and pushed her down because I don’t wanna take away from what she did to my dog but she deserved far worse and every police officer that day said the same thing to me. They were shocked that she was not taken away in a stretcher after what she did to my dog right in front of me.

05/03/2024

My digital sketches are available in my Fourthwall Merch shop. Link in the bio.

04/03/2024

I’m trying to convince myself that creativity is a fluid and ever-changing force. Sometimes it may feel like it has disappeared, but it is merely taking a temporary break. Trust that your creativity will return in its own time. Explore new experiences, engage in self-care, and seek inspiration from different sources. Remember, creativity is a journey, and its absence is just a pitstop before new and exciting ideas emerge. Easier said than done

02/05/2024

Please vote. You get two free votes everyday.

She’s a sweet little rescue that wins everyone over with her attitude and smarts. She really saved my life. And she’s gorgeous

06/28/2023

Introducing an exciting new line of t-shirts sketched by me! These innovative designs blend creativity, style, and comfort to bring you a collection that's truly unique. Explore the latest collection and express your individuality with with my fun designs! Please click the link in the bio And please tell your friends.
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06/28/2023

Introducing an exciting new line of t-shirts sketched by me! These innovative designs blend creativity, style, and comfort to bring you a collection that's truly unique. Explore the latest collection and express your individuality with with my fun designs! Please click the link in the bio And please tell your friends.
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