07/07/2024
When I was a young child, my father would take me flying in his small plane. He wasn't certified for instrument flight, so he relied on clear skies to find the airport and land. Most days, visibility was good. However, sometimes, what was clear at takeoff would be obscured by clouds upon arrival, prompting his booming instruction over the engine noise, "Suzy, keep your eyes peeled for a hole in the clouds!"
Barely tall enough to see out the copilot's window, my view was blocked by the wing. One day, I figured out that tilting the plane by grabbing the wheel would dip the wing and give me a glimpse. (As you can imagine, my attempt at banking the plane only resulted in circles and a very frustrated dad!)
Two days ago, I lost my father.
Now, on every cloudy day, I search the sky for that little patch of blue that would allow him to safely land the plane. It's a bittersweet search, a hopeful yearning for a glimpse of the man who taught me to seek the light, even when the path ahead is obscured.
Dad, your guidance ignited a spark in me, a curiosity that forever reaches for the horizon. You nurtured a love of learning that grows brighter with each new question. You taught me that the world isn't just seen, it's understood – through relentless exploration and the power of the right questions. Thank you for showing me the path to a life filled with wonder and endless discovery.
Dad, as you embark on this new journey, may it be filled with experiences that nourish your spirit and lead you to a place of deep contentment and peace. And while I search the clouds, I'll keep hoping to catch a glimpse of you, Dad, soaring high above them.