11/08/2023
Hello all my followers I know it's been a while since I posted but I just wanted to share some things real quick I have been caught in a fire and I had my arms and my leg burnt. I had both forearms melted, my face, and my left leg were just as bad all 2nd degree burns. Anyway after that I continued to try to work only able to work four days with the tile job I was doing at the time. After 3 or 4 weeks after my burn and I healed up I got to feeling like my heart was beating in my throat and then it just got continually worse and I got to where I could not even work or walk from my bedroom to the outside to let my dogs out without feeling like I was going to faint. I laid in bed one night and my wife's arms and I thought I was about to die I literally looked at her laying on her chest and told her I loved her and I know she could see me slipping away lucky by God's Grace I made it through and I told her I'll miss her. I actually listened to God in my head went to the doctor to find out I was four units shy on blood my hemoglobin count was a 4.7 out of a 7.9 my iron level was less than that it was at a 4 something and it wasn't able to reproduce my blood. I was severely anemic and I mean I was literally on the verge of death and didn't realize it. I spent five days in the hospital and when I got out I went to church that Sunday and felt the movement that I never felt before in my life overwhelmed me and filled me full of nothing but joy. When I felt it in my heart I realized from 7 yrs old till now 49 I was not actually saved but by the grace of God and Jesus dying on the cross for my sins the blood he shed for my sins gave me new life through him I feel it in my heart I felt it in my soul I feel it in every aspect of my life my work my everything there's a song by rare breed which is a Christian rapper that's called I went down in the water and I came up a new man I got baptized 2 weeks ago when I went down that water I came up a new man and the holy Spirit. I was an addict a fornicator a cheater someone that treated his wife like absolute crap and turned my life into his I do nothing but see and pray everyday for his path to be in front of me to make my right decisions to lead my family to God so no I haven't been posting much but there's a lot going on and I praise God that it was going on because if he had literally walked me through that fire and put me on my deathbed I don't know that I would have surrendered my life to him but if you're going through any turmoil or any issues in your life always remember this no matter if it's a loss of a family member the loss of a child which we did experience the loss of our grandbaby whether it's your addiction or whether it's you know things that you don't think that anyone cares about there's someone that does give it all to God he will carry you through now my next few possible to go up of the job of the tile job I might get some slander from that customer's job but hey I welcome it if you want to criticize me criticize me because I know that that was a beautiful job though you may not like it or not the pictures are proof I can be calm and peace of my heart because of this because of Jesus Christ he gives me that piece and then after that time job yeah I've had some more jobs that I've done now cuz the grace of God is blessed my my business and every which way and I've got another fence I'm going to throw up there for y'all to see that my son and I built in collaboration that was a godsended itself because he and I have been at wit's end with each other for a year and a half because he and I had a blow up or he and my daughter Felicia had a blow up in the shop over the kids or my grandkids and have not spoken or been able to speak to them for a year and a half by me being saved by the grace of God and God moving in Brandon's life it is in turn brought my family back together so God is on the move where you going to be when Jesus comes back to that Eastern gate praise God
