01/01/2021
Last year on Xmas eve I never thought it would be the last. I thought you had a lot more time. I miss you every day and dream about you every night and wake up with you on my mind. I miss you so much Mom. I feel lost without you, with you not being there. In my dream you were young again and had your brown hair. I said to you , Mom you look beautiful and you said I know, I’m not sick anymore. I know that’s true. I found some of your recipes you wrote for me a long time ago. I’m glad I found them because one was one of my favorites I made struffolli this year for the first time without you. I missed you and it wasn’t the same. I changed the recipe a little and you probably would have yelled at me for doing that but they were still good just ok I guess. When I look around my house I see so many things you gave me that I treasure. It’s not the same with you gone. Nothing is. Everything was always ok as long as you were here. I miss you mom and I love you so much, so some days are very bad because I still can’t believe you’re gone. I wasn’t ready to lose you but then I would have never been ready for that because I always needed you no matter how old I got. I love you Mom , till we meet again. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️