11/14/2020
**Google what you want from this post, but be warned some gross images will come up. Which is why I didn't include any.**
So... now I have grieved. But if you think back to the post about the miscarriage you'll remember that on that first ultrasound they had found a large ovarian cyst. And that cyst was found on every ultrasound thereafter. It was believed to be a dermoid cyst, also known as a teratoma (which roughly translates to "monster tumor"). Since it was a "monster" tumor, I named it Grover in hopes that it would be a nice monster. Dermoid cysts are cysts that originate from a germ cell and are capable of growing any type of human tissue. Most are no big deal. Mine however was HUGE! It was 12 cm. That's about the size of a grapefruit. I needed to have an exploratory laparotomy surgery to remove it. A laproscopic procedure really wasn't an option, because of the size of my cyst and the nature of those type of cysts' contents. A cyst that large could result in ovarian torsion, which would mean emergency surgery. So an exploratory laparotomy was scheduled. September 9th, just two days after I was released from lifting restrictions from the D&C, I went in for surgery. The cyst was removed without complications. The pathology report showed it was not cancerous. Now, you may be wondering as I did, "What was in this cyst?!?!" Grover was found to have sebaceous material (oil/fat like goo), adipose tissue (fat), hair, and bone! GROSS! I'm glad it is out! Although, the nurse in me wishes I'd gotten to see it. π I was once again on lifting restrictions and off of work, for 6 weeks this time. Obviously, with all of these restrictions my farm and garden work took a hit. Yes, we did get a small harvest, but it was hard enough to do everything, let alone take pictures and document it for social media. I am now back to work and mostly caught up on necessary things around the homestead. I feel better than I have in at least 4 years. Who knew an ovarian cyst could reek as much havoc as it did on me? And I didn't even realize it until it was gone! I'm glad to get back to sharing my homestead journey with you all!