12/17/2016
Dad wanted Fred to follow in his footsteps in Medicine. But Fred didn't like hospitals. All through elementary school, Dad had bought Fred toy medical gifts, in an effort to persuade him toward a career in Medicine. Fred received microscopes and stethoscopes as presents. He received toy bags full of toy test tubes and toy glass specimen slides. He got telescopes as gifts. Fred liked playing around in his Dad's office, with his Dad's real medical equipment - when his Dad wasn't looking, of course. Fred especially liked the fake skeleton hanging in the corner of his Dad's office. You could see every bone and vertebrae. And he really liked looking at all the cool pictures of body parts, and human systems, in his Dad's library full of thick, grey, hard cover medical books. Fred was fascinated with the design of the human body. But he liked buildings better. Buildings didn't bleed. The pickled, bottled, baby animal embryos that Fred had seen at the High School science lab, during that field trip to Dad's school, had sickened Fred. The sight turned Fred off to a career in medicine, right there on the spot. Dad was a tough act to follow. Dad was a Chiropractor, with an Ivy League Master's Degree. He was a New York City Public School teacher, weekdays, and practiced medicine at his home office in the evenings and on weekends. But Fred didn't want to be a Doctor - or a teacher either. Fred wanted to be an Architect, even though no one in the immediate - or extended - family had ever done so before. There were building contractors in the family, but no architectural designers. And Fred had even made it into Architecture, once. He had graduated from the University of Miami School of Architecture. And he had gotten a job in the field, once, too - before Mom died. He wondered if Mom could ever forgive him for his Failure, after she was gone. He knew what Dad would say. Fred poured out the contents of another bottle onto Main Street's sidewalk. He placed it into his plastic bag. Recycling is a part of the Sustainable Green economy, he convinced himself. He paused. He looked down Main Street. The street was run down, old and weary. There was talk on the street of a proposed downtown revitalization. The few existing aesthetic improvements along the downtown streetscape were fighting a thus far losing effort toward the overall beautification of the street. But the city still held hope. And If there was hope for a street like Main Street, New Rochelle - Fred convinced himself - then, there was still hope for him, too.