06/20/2025
Darkness for 2 years, depression panic attacks, endless nights crying. Waking up at 1:20 (your time of death for over a year). Wondering why does the heat bother me so much? Been so broken can’t work to the high level I did before so grateful for my wife Jessica thank you! Had people judge me left and right would never wish you had my pain! See I don’t care about the judgement questions why am I doing this or that. Would never wish this experience on anyone so happy I have found light that was in front of me guiding me out of darkness anger rage! Because we lost our Courtney on June 20 two years ago today. I remember the phone call every moment like it just happened. PTSD is real and it’s okay to have it don’t let ppl tell you it’s okay.
