07/25/2017
So I have come to a point with my art to where I have been lost. I let a couple of disappointments affect my confidence my work. I have to realize that I can not give up, ok so I screwed up a piece here and there from trying to do to much. It happens, it doesn't make me a failure, it just means I made the wrong decision. I need to practice what I preached to my girls and that is never quit. This issue comes from being so hard on myself. I am my worst critic but it is also deeper than that on a personal level that I do fight through.
Now in the last couple of weeks I have really gotten into painting rocks. I will admit it has helped me with my confidence and my state of mind. I joined a group for fun and enjoyment to promote happiness and kindness. And what I have learned is that my mind is still creating ideas.
And while I will not be giving up wildlife because it part of me, I will also be painting land and seascapes on rocks, it is still wildlife, it is where the animals live and nature. From the forest to the sea, I have done a of couple of beaches where we have gone.
The first is Dillon's Beach and the second Fort Bragg. The finished product with the photos of the beaches. The Dillon's Beach (photo #3 came from that particular Beach).
I will not give up with pencil and pen. But have ventured into new territory with acrylic paint and a brush.
Thank to all my family that have stuck by me and for everyone's support.
