08/14/2024
Hey friends!!!!!
Have you all been wondering where I've been?
I'm still here!
I thought I might just give you an update.
I have been taking a break last summer and this summer. This break was needed because of my bad back as well as dad having a stroke last July and is still currently paralyzed on his left side, and oh yeah, I also had a baby. She's 7 months now. Luna.
When I was 19 (16 years ago) someone rear ended my car, while I was in it. I suffered from 3 bulging discs. Things have changed over the years.
The pain has significantly gotten worse, especially over the last 2 years. So bad, I have been unable to work in my clients gardens, or my own. It's been a very sad time for me, as I love flowers and making beautiful spaces with flowers.
I started hundreds of 6 packs of flower's to put in my gardens, to make beautiful bouquets, but never got them in the ground. I have so much work to do cleaning my gardens, that I can't put any of my starts in them. So I didn't. My back will not allow it.They died on my porch. (I'm lucky if I can stand long enough to do my dishes)
Here we are today, and I've been seeing a spine specialist for a couple months. Over the years I've tried physical therapy, the chiropractor and even injections, 2 weeks ago. None work. The pain is so bad, I'm laying down for more than half the day, as sitting, standing, bending, lifting and twisting cause so much pain.
Yesterday I had my appointment for a back surgery consultation. I was afraid this day would come, but I'm ready. It's needed. I need it. I need my life back.
I'm waiting for the doctor to call me back with the official date, but it's happening.
I'm getting a L4-L5 fusion as well as a L5-S1 fusion. Hopefully that will get pressure off my nerves from the disc and stabilize the 2 vertebrae that are moving aound independently, when I bend over as well as help the arthritis that has caused some havoc in there too.
The doctor thinks I will be back to my gardening ways and ready to go, by spring.
Come January I will start making planting videos of the 6 pack starts.
I will have tulips come spring.
I hope to offer gardening services and well as my bouquets.
I can't wait to get back to gardening and creating beauty.
I will hopefully be making jewelry this winter.(I need to find a good source for earring hooks. Let me know if you know of one.)
Thank you all for sticking around.
We're not done yet!