06/10/2025
I normally don’t post anything that is completely personal within my life but I feel that I need to get it out and I hope and pray that my f**k ups/lessons learned issues can help others with advice before they ever make the same mistakes I have in their own life. Two years I met someone who ended up becoming my best friend the one who gave me the strength to believe in myself to help me get through the obstacles I was dealing with on a daily basis within my toxic relationship and home life. He saw something in me that I never saw myself and I fell in love with him cuz he accepted all of me. Unfortunately I had messed up and chose to try to fix things in my toxic life, but in the long haul, since then I had paid numerous times over and over again with verbal, emotional, mental abuse for it. Finally after almost a year, I was able to get my strength in my back bone to completely change my life for myself and for what I deserve. Fate had it in place when I ran back in touch with my best friend the one who I was actually in love with unconditionally and from that moment I knew that he is and was my missing piece that made my soul complete. Now long story short, I have made mistakes that may seemed innocent to me may not seem that way to others perspective or point of view. Advice is always do your best in thinking about how your actions can or will affect your partner cause you may lose them in the long run. To my best friend, my ride or die partner, my soulmate, my life you know who are…. I am in love with you unconditionally I hope you find it in your heart and soul to forgive me and come back home. I’m ready for us to start with clean slate of build this relationship and our life together for the rest of my life. There is no one else that can ever compare to you to us.