09/14/2022
Good evening and long time no post. I’ve been quiet lately because I am in the middle of an identity shift. What needs to be pulled forward? What needs to be pushed aside? We moved and now need to start the homestead all over and I also lost my job.
These photos highlight a few of the things I’ve been doing all summer: making delicious vegetarian food, walking outside A LOT, exploring nature, interviewing for new jobs, and diving into writing again. Today I started mapping out a book. Last week I wrote a research-y blog post about job searching. On my phone I type four-line poems when the mood strikes.
I have always been a writer first, from the time I really knew how to write. I crave the buzz of the brainstorm, the insights and learning of research, and the quiet conversation I imagine taking place as I compose. I love it and am now actively pursuing writing and editing jobs. As much as I care about teaching and education, I’m now 40. I think it’s time to let myself be what I’ve always known I was.
As we work to stabilize our lives, I’d like to write on the blog more, it just may be content different from what you expect. I can’t plan the gardens yet until I can pay our bills. We can’t renovate this tiny kitchen yet, either. We can’t really do much of the things we are known for doing at Hull Family Homestead. But, this is also a part of who we are. We’re both artists who reached for more attainable things to make money, but at the end of the day, we are still the 25 year old kids hiking mountains and dreaming of poems and paintings. I am excited to share more of it with you all. . .
And also, hopefully, sometimes even a recipe or two. 💚